So today marks the start of something new. I have been struggling through the last seven months in a relationship that I thought was worth holding on. I'm completely devastated, but I don't really know what else to do. I ended things last night (I think) because he's been seeing another woman since March. I've waited and waited and waited for him to do something about it. We've fought for the past two months. He's known he's had to do something about it if I was going to stick around. He still hasn't.
So naturally, I'm hurting. I don't really know where things are going to go. I think I really drove the point home last night when I told him I wasn't going to play the game anymore and I was packing up my toys and going home.
Writing is my way of getting things off my chest and what better place to do it than on here where nobody reads my blogs?
So here we go. I'm going to try and do my best to keep my shit together, but sometimes it's not so easy.
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